Being DYNAMIC

Being Dynamic !" Dynamic ", What does the word mean and why I have to speak about it now ??As per the standard dictionary, dynamic means " Characterized by continuous change, activity, or progress "I considered myself to be dynamic at my junctures of my life. When I have to take decisions over alternatives I always fluster; not because I am not sure about what to select, but because I am really capable of doing many of the alternatives.Being into 'organizing and managing responsibilites' right from my school days, I rather became a well known organizer than a prize-winning participant. I loved taking in pressure. Even though I din't get proper recognitions or rewards for all my contributions, still my self-motivating attitude keep me going.In my school though i was a hard worker i didnot work smartly.I was not indeed a smart worker.Though i worked hard i could not get good marks in my public examinations, i felt very ashamed.people started to critisize me."I was a fit for nothing".That day, I questioned myself "For whom and why did I took so much pain all these years ? For what reason I wasn't one of the toppers, who took away the credits for all my work ? Why I wasn't recognized ?" But, there were no satisfying answers. That night I decided am going to do no more hard work which made me fail to recognize my dedication.Now am selected in TCS and am one among the top three in my class.Now people,friends ,relatives ...... everyone recognize me. This is a fruit for my hardwork. I often remember a telling within myself and it goes as

Vetriyai thedi alaintha podhu "Veen Muyarchi" endravargal
Vetri kidaitha pin "Vida Muyarchi" engirargal

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I often tell this to myself,I never mind, I live fighting with life and I never let myselves

down.Then now after 2 and half years of struggle Perhaps, I got a *decent* and *interesting* job in TCS. Slowly I became sick of software jobs,and now started calling them "slavery". I wanted to make use the opportunities that come in my way, as Jason Bourne said " Opportunites present themselves, recognize them!"

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OMG! Where did I start and where did I end up. I spoke a lot of things which I could have written in few more blogs :P ;)

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Ok.. Dynamic! When I sit before my computer and think of what to do in it, I get atleast a dozen replies. If you get a chance to see my study table, you will question me "Who does read them all?" Believe, I have 5 books on different subjects on them and the thing is, I read them all whenever I get time to... :D If you want more light ove this, here it is.. the books are,
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1.Ethical Hacking.
2.Windows Hacking
3.Email Hacking
4.Mobile Hacking
5.Network Security

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Ok Ok Ok.. all are confined to security space, but still they are different things... Hence my brain works "Dynamic!".

I be in college from 8.45am - 4.35 pm, leaving the 1.5 hours for lunch, tea and relaxation.. its atleast 6.5 hours I put my brain under different task mode. Once I get out of college i reach home and my brain goes into different kind of mode, it concentration level rises to 200% to wades up and down. Once I am in home, I subject my brain to different activites including a few of the above said books.(only once in a while) And finally, before going to sleep my brain is put into thinking about the most important thing... MY FUTURE! It works DYNAMIC!

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Atleast, lemme give such a credit to it, even if others don't or can't ! :)